Nice to meet you. Hi, my name is...

te quiero.

I’m not sure yet about the situation, but I know you care about me, and I know I care about you, and maybe it’s too soon to tell, but right now, you are the only exception.

I really do, and I want you to want me. I want to experience you. I just want the chance to experience you. In time, maybe you’ll grant me that much. Maybe when you see me again.

I know I screwed up, I apologize, but it’s my nature. If given a chance I won’t do it again.

Promise.

In Guatemala, the Catholic church stands strongly against the use of contraceptives, including condoms and the such, claiming that children are gifts from God. Today I noticed that all the verses that prove that abortion is wrong are can very easily be used to support the Catholic church’s view on contraceptives. Interesting…

One of the most psychotically messed up people on this planet… or maybe, I just don’t have a conscious. I am honestly scared that I do not have a conscious.

I focus too much on others. I need to stop being afraid of looking within. Am I even ready? Is this really a good time?

I just need to tell myself that there is no better time than the present. C’mon girl, time to really rediscover who you are.

Thats why tumblr is here.

I am probably one of the most misunderstood people on the face of the planet, and I mean misunderstood even by my closest friends and family.

And I am likely one of the most insane people you will meet in your life. I might not appear it, but if you knew, haha if you knew…

But I don’t care enough to tell you so. Or maybe I’m a coward. Yes, sometimes I can be a coward.

So I love catching cheaters, I love being right.

I’m always right, aren’t I? I mean about these kinds of things at least, I’ll never be wrong about a player, I have an ingrained sixth sense for you.

But tomorrow, oh tomorrow is when I begin my plan, my plan to hurt your ego. I mean I don’t mean to hurt your heart, and I probably won’t, because your going to see a side of me you never knew existed, and your going to hate it. Your going to hate it so much because its just like you, its just like my father. So I already know you, better than anyone else, I know how you’ll act. Oh you never knew what hit you, darling, you are my next entertainment.

Get ready my dear sweet love, because tomorrow I begin my control, and you can’t leave, even if you wanted.

Yes, that is exactly what I am. See, you are completely on my mind, and I am waiting for my roomie to get out of her shower so I can talk about how you are on my mind. But you are taken, unfortunately. Even though I know somehow you want me, I don’t know in what ways you want me.  I’m a fool, because obviously it isn’t over and it might never be. But I want you to be mine, I want you to want me more than her. Why are you still there? Why are you still together? it makes no sense!

But what makes even less sense is me being into you. Sometimes I wonder if its because you’ve always been impossible. 

And to whatever random person who reads this and thinks they know what and who I’m talking about, take a better guess, cuz chances are, you are WRONG.